in the still of the night…

have you ever heard others say ‘if you can focus on another or another issue it lessens what you may or may not be going through’?
i guess its suppose to redirect your thoughts and emotions…it provides you with ‘something other than yourself’ to ‘deal’ with.
i often find that i can go through the motions…( hmmmn , no that implies that i’m not sincere in my efforts. okay, lets say i do give of myself in a major way…and it feels good…but in the still of the night ..when i am all alone and that blanket of emptiness covers me..i realize not much has changed.
some days it really feels as though it has…it’s like i’ve been on a mission but i always return back to ‘that place’.

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